Sometimes you sit and dwell.

It’s a set of thoughts that just go back and forth through the front of our mind.

Just continues to cloud what you think you feel and what you actually feel.

It’s very difficult to admit to the people around you in your life but even more difficult to yourself.

Some days it’s really weird you wake up go through the day and then come the moment you place your head back down on the pillow for a good nights rest, you suddenly come face to face with the realisation that you don’t know whether you lived the day that just passed or you were unconscious of it.

What is really going on here?

I’m not out of my mind, I’m just unsure of the thought patterns.

It’s like I’m vomiting onto the page what’s floating up stairs.

There’s huge amounts of white noise clouding my judgement and it’s a really disturbing feeling.

Should I do this or that with my life?

What is up or down anymore?

The things I once found familiar are becoming extremely distant memories and it’s just greatly upsetting.